I’m Going to College!!

OMG! Just got accepted into Duquesne University! My DREAM school! Can’t wait to become a nurse! #woohoo 🙂 

Ugh….. mad blog post today. Mom thinks I have gained “a few pounds” and that I really should start working out more before college in a few months. Trying to work out but it’s not working!! 😡I keep gaining weight. Might start eating less. LOL. 😂 

I FIXED IT 

You guys won’t believe what has happened. I actually started eating less portions like all the time and I am down 10 pounds! WOW! I think I might have cracked the code for weight loss!!!

My Problem

Sorry for my absence, I have been helping myself to get back to a healthy weight. I took my so-called ‘resolution’ of not eating to an extreme and had to get help. I got down to 65 lbs. No worries though, I am back and better than ever!! And very healthy 🙂

SENIOR YEAR IS ALMOST OVER

OMG! I cannot believe that senior year is almost over 😦 It’s already April…only 2 months until graduation. 🎓 I AM NOT READY GONNA MISS MY HUNIES 

JIMMY GOT INTO COLLGE 

Guys. Jimmy got into UCLA. I mean, yeah I am happy but I am going to PITTSBURGH!! He can’t stay here 😦 I will miss him too much. Ugh, seeing him tonight. Gonna talk to him and try to be as happy as I can 😢 

POSITIVE IS- Sun is getting stronger since it’s getting closer to summer so I am getting my tan BACK! 

UPDATE ON TANNING : I AM SAD

IDK if you guys know, but my mom is a dermatologist. She is mad at me for tanning so much and says I need to back off on the tanning or I will seriouslllyyy damage my skin. Also I could get skin cancer. UGH. I JUST WANT THE SUN 🌞

My Talk With Jimmy 

Soooo talked to Jimmy the other day. Have been to sad to blog about it. Long story short, we fought about it. I tried to be happy for him but got too upset I don’t want him leaving:( I luv him too muchhhhh.💔

We are now on a break…fighting too much. Time to focus on college but I feel like I am nothing without him posting a link below that helped me kind of get through break up 😦 

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/06/05/dealing-with-a-breakup-7-tips_n_3389381.html

GRADUATION 

I graduated!!!!!!!! With me and ALL my BFFLS. Who needs boys anyways?!?!?!!

COLLEGE TIME 

Decided to take a break from blogging over the summer cuz I wanted to enjoy my time with all my friends!!!! Just got all my Health Immunization shots like my HPV one so I am set for clinical 🙂 I leave for college tomorrow and AM BRINGING THE BLOG WITH ME. ❤

COLLEGEISSO FUN 

college is awsoe. I just got back form a nifhgt out. so ia m a little drink.  This is my ninth night goin out!!!!!!

Bad Decisions 

update: I am not myself anymore….making some bad decisions here. I SMOKED LAST NIGHT! I do not do that. I am so terrified that my Dean will find out 😨 I have to get my stuff together.

Soo I got caught. My worst fear. Had people over drinking in my room and my RA found us. Have to pay a fine and do community service to stay in the nursing school. 

Realized that these first months of college I thought I could get away with whatever I wanted. I was VERY wrong. There are consequences for my actions and I am learning this the hard way. lol. If you are a younger kid reading this, do not be stupid like I was and take a risk at your future. I am now on the path to being clean of drugs (smoking) and drinking…. my nursing degree is way more important. 

Jimmy!! UPDATE

Jimmy and I have talked a bit since we both went to college… I am def more confident in myself and who I am so not feeling super lonely or like I need him in my life… our conversations are good so hopefully things may spark up again soon 🙂

We TALKED AND IT WENT WELL!! He’s coming here for a few days next week on his break! Can’t wait to see him… turns out he felt the same way I did and misses me as well! 

We agreed to both take more responsibility for our actions and keep a more open and honest relationship than we had last time (because of distance it is going to be harder) We both promised this to each other and understand how crucial it is to remain faithful about it. 💖

MAJOR UPDATE 

WOW! It’s been 3 years since I last blogged. SORRY! I got caught up in my school work and in making things work with Jimmy. We have really been doing well so that makes me happy…. I think he’s the oneeeeeee 🙂 Graduation is coming up so soon! only 2 weeks away. Finishing up my appointments with my patients I was assigned for my final clinical work. Crazy I am actually going to be A NURSE! Almost time for my NCLEX also…. gotta hit the books. 

GRADUATING COLLEGE 

I am officially a graduate from Duquesne University! Next up is my NCLEX! Taking it in a month… wish me luck !!! xoxoxo

NCLEX & BIG Announcement 

I PASSED!! It was hard work but I am officially a NURSE! 

Also, Jimmy proposed!!!!!!!! and I said YES!💕💖💗 Can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with the man of my ☁ dreams ☁ 

Wedding Planning 👰🏻

There is no time to waste… weather is perfect here in the fall so guess who has only a few months to plan a wedding!! ME. But I could not be happier. Made a wedding website I’ll post it down below.. it’s still In the making so more to come to that soon 🙂 

https://www.zola.com/wedding/lolaandjimmy

Finally chose my wonderful bridesmaids!!! All my besties from college 🙂 could not be happier!! Going overall pretty smooth for the most part! ALSO here’s my cake! we had a sample one made to really make sure that we liked it:) 

Trouble In Paradise 

Jimmy and I have not met eye to eye on the budget of the wedding so there is some arguing going on in our household. Money is tight and we are trying to decide on who will be the stay at home parent and who will work one we decide to have children. 

On top of all that, Jimmy’s parents are now getting a divorce. GREAT. right before the wedding. Jimmy is so sad 😦 I feel terrible trying to cheer him up but now rumor has it his dad might be moving in with us since the house is in his mothers name. Love starting off my marriage with my father-in-law living right above me.

Jimmy’s Job

More recently, Jimmy got let go from his job. So money is even tighter than it was before. I am picking up extra shifts at hospital but doesn’t seem to make Jimmy any happier. His brother, Tom, is a very successful lawyer in NYC.  Jimmy is having a hard time pleasing his parents with what he is doing and losing your job certainly does not help. Jimmy is suffering fro achievement-oriented stress.

The job hunt is going alright, Jimmy is working himself into the ground trying to find something that will make him happy. I keep telling him how great some of the offers are he is receiving, but he keeps saying how “it’s not better than Tom, I need to be better than Tom” 🤷 He hasn’t been sleeping great or eating much at all. I am worried about him!

It’s been a while!

A lot has happened these past few months…. Got married! Here are some pics.

Wedding was a blast… it was amazing to be with all my friends and family!💗💗💗

Due to the stress from Jimmies crazy job hunt a few months ago, we had some trouble conceiving. Rgghhh…but after he finally settled in and now is very confident in his work, we got some amazing news! ⬇⬇⬇

I am pregnant!👶💗